THE PLAN.

Shitness prevailed this year. I have close to 0.00000001% chance of getting in this year the way my application looks!

I have however decided to take the plunge and apply anyway, at least I will make other people's applications look good. 

So the plan is:

-Finish the first draft of the personal statement tonight

-Send to H and L and then to R, Y and S. And Dr Ref. 

-Then send to Yas from work 

- Finalise choices

-Get reference from dr ref by the 12th

-Finish UCAS and send off by the 13th or 14th

I was hoping the day would never come where I would have to write this post. Unfortunately, it happened and it is here. I completely messed up in the UKCAT.
My average was 600. I think my chance of applying this year has gone down the drain. I will try and look up to see if there is anywhere I can apply to, if there is then I will.

http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=ye73ZlXgeCg

Come on seriously it's not the end of the world. It's 12:30 and I'm up thinking about life. What's the point take it easy. Take an overdose of chill pills. 

You are still young, you have the whole world to see and even outer space if you wanted to. There are one way tickets to mars if you really wanted. So why are you even worrying? 

This time tomorrow you will be done :) 

CALMER...

Im feeling much better since my last post. I always feel better in the evening time...hormones? i don't know whatever it is it seems like I always panic during the afternoon and get over it by the evening.

Just doing some last minute revision before tomorrow's test.

This whole experience was painful and i won't miss it at all.

I am so WORRIED RIGHT NOW. I cant concentrate at all. I havent done any revision today ARGHHHHHH :(((((((((((((((((((((( I wish i could get this sick feeling out of my system. I feel doomed! :(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((



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DONT KNOOW WHAT TO DO. :(

i might go to yoga class or something. Feel so anxious